i'm a chesnut

CHESTNUT TREE (the Honesty) -- of unusual beauty, does not want to impress, well-developed sense of justice,
vivacious, interested, a born diplomat,
but irritates easily and sensitive in company, often due to a lack of self confidence, acts sometimes superior, feels not understood, loves only once,
has difficulties in finding a partner.

sometimes i felt like all of those descriptions match mine own self. but yeah i know, i can't trust this kind of belief.